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18 November 2010 @ 01:33 am
[blog] Awkward is... awkward.  

[locked from Dewi because... well you'll see.]


Well. I saw Dewi tonight.



I think I royally fucked things up...

Christ I'm going to keep myself up with these things and I have a test tomorrow at 7am-!

But... I think I need to learn... tact. First I practically pin him to the toliet trying to pluck his eyebrows and just now realize I was straddling him and oh god we were so close and- and that must've been terrible for him to go through. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and-

And then I just blurt out if he wants to- to- do it at the kitchen table!

God just... kill me now. I don't think I can bare to call him yet. I'm just so... embarassed- I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but-!

Merde Dewi is a good kisser... Caring and sweet and soft hair-

A-And then I got a something in the mail from... the... Love doctor..? My mom wasn't too pleased but when I opened it I realized- What am I going to get Dewi for Christmas..?



[Luce proceeds to smash her face into her laptop for the rest of the night, trying to figure out how to make her and Dewi less... awkward.]



Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 06:57 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
I-I'm not discouraging anything, though! D-Don't get me wrong! I-I'd be one fucking hypocrite if I tried to, a-all things considered.

....and what do you mean, only our closest friends and fucking Alfred know about us and- Oh.

That dream again-? J-Jared mentioned it to me and my own memories of it are...kind of fuzzy but...y-you too? Honestly? What the hell is going on...

A-And I can understand why. I mean, sometimes I feel like it's less of an issue for me since I'm a grad student now and twenty two but I'm still so fucking paranoid for him sometimes that I just-

O-Oh. Shit. Uhm. Sorry. I-I'm rambling. P-Perdóname.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: blahtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 06:59 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
[This reply takes a while]

Do... you want to get together and just... talk? I know we don't know each other well but...

I-It kinda looks like we have a little bit in common.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: La Catrina | Santa Muerte | Día de los Msalylimon on November 18th, 2010 07:02 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]

Y-You know, that...t-that sounds like it might help. I mean, well, l-like it'd be a good idea.


I-I'll send you my phone number if you'd like-? If we can't see each other at Glee club or during rehearsals while I'm helping with costumes, that is.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: oceanwavestuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 07:12 am (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]

Y-You can call me anytime! Not to sound weird... But yeah. S-Sometime soon... It would be nice to actually talk to someone about this.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 02:09 pm (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]
And here's mine: (xxx) xxx - xxxx

You're ah, free to call or text e-even before we can figure out when to meet, o-of course. I'll let you know when I'm free; I've been a bit busy lately, haha...