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18 November 2010 @ 01:33 am
[blog] Awkward is... awkward.  


[locked from Dewi because... well you'll see.]

 

Well. I saw Dewi tonight.

Um.

Yeah.

I think I royally fucked things up...

Christ I'm going to keep myself up with these things and I have a test tomorrow at 7am-!

But... I think I need to learn... tact. First I practically pin him to the toliet trying to pluck his eyebrows and just now realize I was straddling him and oh god we were so close and- and that must've been terrible for him to go through. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and-

And then I just blurt out if he wants to- to- do it at the kitchen table!

God just... kill me now. I don't think I can bare to call him yet. I'm just so... embarassed- I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but-!

Merde Dewi is a good kisser... Caring and sweet and soft hair-

A-And then I got a something in the mail from... the... Love doctor..? My mom wasn't too pleased but when I opened it I realized- What am I going to get Dewi for Christmas..?

DAMNIT ALL.

WHY IS THIS SO HARD?

[Luce proceeds to smash her face into her laptop for the rest of the night, trying to figure out how to make her and Dewi less... awkward.]

 

 

 
 
 
Elizaveta: liberty's love doctorlizzypan on November 18th, 2010 03:43 pm (UTC)
[This Comment is Posted Anonymously] Oh Lucy, my heart aches for you~
Take it slow, take it slow! There's no reason to rush going that extra step, but since it seems like you're eager to just go off with it and run, you need to make sure that Dewi is just as happy as you are with what's to come.

Those candles I sent you can light up the whole room, and are completely scentless, so don't be afraid to use them if need be in a romantic situation. Perhaps you can make Dewi a candlelight dinner? Of course, with added mistletoe, the night can veer off track a little, but who knows? Surprises are always fun! (Oh, and tell your mum I say sorry.)

I say to just let it flow~ Many girls overthink things and begin to plan ahead, analyzing his every move and every word. Have some fun while you're still at this stage: it's antagonizing, but looking back, you'll miss these innocent times. You're young, and so is he, get him to take you on more dates--dinner, theatre, parks--and bond with him more. When the time is right, preferably indoors, you'll both know what question to ask and what answer to give. Don't stress, dear, and ask him out on a date sometime soon, if he doesn't already!

Always at your service,
- LLD, Liberty's Love Doctor ♥
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: quiettearstuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 11:53 pm (UTC)
[Screened to anon]
S-Slow? I... I know I should but it just kind of leapt out of my throat before I could even think! My friend told me about it and I just- I just get a fluttery feeling in my heart everytime I kiss him and I don't want to stop-

And then it gets really hot and I-

A-Ah...

I-I'll try to ask him out on a date. T-Thank you.