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18 November 2010 @ 01:33 am
[blog] Awkward is... awkward.  


[locked from Dewi because... well you'll see.]

 

Well. I saw Dewi tonight.

Um.

Yeah.

I think I royally fucked things up...

Christ I'm going to keep myself up with these things and I have a test tomorrow at 7am-!

But... I think I need to learn... tact. First I practically pin him to the toliet trying to pluck his eyebrows and just now realize I was straddling him and oh god we were so close and- and that must've been terrible for him to go through. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and-

And then I just blurt out if he wants to- to- do it at the kitchen table!

God just... kill me now. I don't think I can bare to call him yet. I'm just so... embarassed- I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but-!

Merde Dewi is a good kisser... Caring and sweet and soft hair-

A-And then I got a something in the mail from... the... Love doctor..? My mom wasn't too pleased but when I opened it I realized- What am I going to get Dewi for Christmas..?

DAMNIT ALL.

WHY IS THIS SO HARD?

[Luce proceeds to smash her face into her laptop for the rest of the night, trying to figure out how to make her and Dewi less... awkward.]

 

 

 
 
 
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Exasperated | No Shit Sherlock | Wutsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:38 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
...Dewi?

As in Professor Ainsworth? That 'Dewi'? Wait. Lucy. Aren't you a student? And nineteen? And he's a professor and-

Oh, who the hell am I to judge, considering Jared-

[OOC: Strikes totally NOT deleted. *3*]
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: ohgodtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:42 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
O-Oh. Um.

Fuck.

Yeah. B-But I'm not his student anymore really unless you count Glee club..? Or the play or- shit.

D-Does it matter...? And... Jared? Mr. Montour...?

The teacher in those dreams I was having- I saw you- No. No I'm not thinking about that anymore...

Oh right you two are- going out.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Exasperated | No Shit Sherlock | Wutsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:48 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
B-But it's still risky when your age is taken into account and the fact that you're still an undergrad and he's an employee of the school and s-so many other things. N-Not that I've looked into it, I mean, no, I mean-

What.

H-How did you know-?

Fuck, I need to stop posting things on these blogs, hijo de su chingada madre-

...a-and what dreams-?
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: hidetuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:51 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
I-I... guess I never thought- Dewi and I have liked each other for so long and- fuck.

Um.

Mr. Montour told me.

I-In a dream. I... know that sounds weird but we watched you die and it was this game and I really haven't-

A-Ah. I haven't told anyone about this.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:57 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
I-I'm not discouraging anything, though! D-Don't get me wrong! I-I'd be one fucking hypocrite if I tried to, a-all things considered.

....and what do you mean, only our closest friends and fucking Alfred know about us and- Oh.

That dream again-? J-Jared mentioned it to me and my own memories of it are...kind of fuzzy but...y-you too? Honestly? What the hell is going on...

A-And I can understand why. I mean, sometimes I feel like it's less of an issue for me since I'm a grad student now and twenty two but I'm still so fucking paranoid for him sometimes that I just-

O-Oh. Shit. Uhm. Sorry. I-I'm rambling. P-Perdóname.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: blahtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:59 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
[This reply takes a while]

Do... you want to get together and just... talk? I know we don't know each other well but...

I-It kinda looks like we have a little bit in common.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: La Catrina | Santa Muerte | Día de los Msalylimon on November 18th, 2010 10:02 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
I...

Y-You know, that...t-that sounds like it might help. I mean, well, l-like it'd be a good idea.

Uhm.

I-I'll send you my phone number if you'd like-? If we can't see each other at Glee club or during rehearsals while I'm helping with costumes, that is.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: oceanwavestuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:12 am (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]
xxx.xxx.xxxx

Y-You can call me anytime! Not to sound weird... But yeah. S-Sometime soon... It would be nice to actually talk to someone about this.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:09 pm (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]
And here's mine: (xxx) xxx - xxxx

You're ah, free to call or text e-even before we can figure out when to meet, o-of course. I'll let you know when I'm free; I've been a bit busy lately, haha...
Alfred F. Jones: BADTOUCHwaitforsuperman on November 18th, 2010 04:22 pm (UTC)
OOC
baaaaaaaaaad touuuuuuuuch
Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:05 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
=3= These grown ass men need to stop bad touching these young people.

EVEN IF IT FEELS GOOD.
Gilbert Beilschmidthergelaufene on November 18th, 2010 05:08 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
Liberty need a Bad Touching Professors Anonymous

BTPA?
Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:11 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
=3= Since Ivan's a grown ass man with a professional career like Dewi and Jared, I think that should be changed to: Bad Touching Professionals Anonymous.

BECAUSE THE NAME CAN TOTALLY BE TAKEN TO THE GUTTER x 2.
Gilbert Beilschmidthergelaufene on November 18th, 2010 05:12 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
OH man, ahahahahha, almost every man in Liberty is going to be stuck in this group.

And Lili just hugged Gilbert. He'll have to go too XD
Ivan Braginsky: Can I Help You?das_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:19 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
Be quiet Emi. According to neuroscience, I haven't even properly developed my frontal lobe yet.
Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 06:28 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
=3= That doesn't make this any less unethical, you nasty.
Ivan Braginsky: Schemingdas_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:06 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
I'M ONLY TWENTY-SEVEN. DEWI IS ONLY TWENTY-FIVE. WE CAN HELP LIKING THE YOUNG PEOPLE :U
Ivan Braginsky: I am going'k to being'k keel you nowdas_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:20 pm (UTC)
Re: OOC
*can't :'D