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18 November 2010 @ 01:33 am
[blog] Awkward is... awkward.  

[locked from Dewi because... well you'll see.]


Well. I saw Dewi tonight.



I think I royally fucked things up...

Christ I'm going to keep myself up with these things and I have a test tomorrow at 7am-!

But... I think I need to learn... tact. First I practically pin him to the toliet trying to pluck his eyebrows and just now realize I was straddling him and oh god we were so close and- and that must've been terrible for him to go through. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and-

And then I just blurt out if he wants to- to- do it at the kitchen table!

God just... kill me now. I don't think I can bare to call him yet. I'm just so... embarassed- I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but-!

Merde Dewi is a good kisser... Caring and sweet and soft hair-

A-And then I got a something in the mail from... the... Love doctor..? My mom wasn't too pleased but when I opened it I realized- What am I going to get Dewi for Christmas..?



[Luce proceeds to smash her face into her laptop for the rest of the night, trying to figure out how to make her and Dewi less... awkward.]



Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Exasperated | No Shit Sherlock | Wutsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:38 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]

As in Professor Ainsworth? That 'Dewi'? Wait. Lucy. Aren't you a student? And nineteen? And he's a professor and-

Oh, who the hell am I to judge, considering Jared-

[OOC: Strikes totally NOT deleted. *3*]
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: ohgodtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:42 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
O-Oh. Um.


Yeah. B-But I'm not his student anymore really unless you count Glee club..? Or the play or- shit.

D-Does it matter...? And... Jared? Mr. Montour...?

The teacher in those dreams I was having- I saw you- No. No I'm not thinking about that anymore...

Oh right you two are- going out.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Exasperated | No Shit Sherlock | Wutsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:48 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
B-But it's still risky when your age is taken into account and the fact that you're still an undergrad and he's an employee of the school and s-so many other things. N-Not that I've looked into it, I mean, no, I mean-


H-How did you know-?

Fuck, I need to stop posting things on these blogs, hijo de su chingada madre-

...a-and what dreams-?
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: hidetuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:51 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
I-I... guess I never thought- Dewi and I have liked each other for so long and- fuck.


Mr. Montour told me.

I-In a dream. I... know that sounds weird but we watched you die and it was this game and I really haven't-

A-Ah. I haven't told anyone about this.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 09:57 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]
I-I'm not discouraging anything, though! D-Don't get me wrong! I-I'd be one fucking hypocrite if I tried to, a-all things considered.

....and what do you mean, only our closest friends and fucking Alfred know about us and- Oh.

That dream again-? J-Jared mentioned it to me and my own memories of it are...kind of fuzzy but...y-you too? Honestly? What the hell is going on...

A-And I can understand why. I mean, sometimes I feel like it's less of an issue for me since I'm a grad student now and twenty two but I'm still so fucking paranoid for him sometimes that I just-

O-Oh. Shit. Uhm. Sorry. I-I'm rambling. P-Perdóname.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: blahtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 09:59 am (UTC)
[Screened to Emiliana]
[This reply takes a while]

Do... you want to get together and just... talk? I know we don't know each other well but...

I-It kinda looks like we have a little bit in common.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: La Catrina | Santa Muerte | Día de los Msalylimon on November 18th, 2010 10:02 am (UTC)
[Screened to Lucy]

Y-You know, that...t-that sounds like it might help. I mean, well, l-like it'd be a good idea.


I-I'll send you my phone number if you'd like-? If we can't see each other at Glee club or during rehearsals while I'm helping with costumes, that is.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: oceanwavestuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:12 am (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]

Y-You can call me anytime! Not to sound weird... But yeah. S-Sometime soon... It would be nice to actually talk to someone about this.
Emiliana Guadalupe de León: Shy | Embarrassed | Flusteredsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:09 pm (UTC)
Re: [Screened to Lucy]
And here's mine: (xxx) xxx - xxxx

You're ah, free to call or text e-even before we can figure out when to meet, o-of course. I'll let you know when I'm free; I've been a bit busy lately, haha...
Alfred F. Jones: BADTOUCHwaitforsuperman on November 18th, 2010 04:22 pm (UTC)
baaaaaaaaaad touuuuuuuuch
Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:05 pm (UTC)
=3= These grown ass men need to stop bad touching these young people.

Gilbert Beilschmidthergelaufene on November 18th, 2010 05:08 pm (UTC)
Liberty need a Bad Touching Professors Anonymous

Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 05:11 pm (UTC)
=3= Since Ivan's a grown ass man with a professional career like Dewi and Jared, I think that should be changed to: Bad Touching Professionals Anonymous.

Gilbert Beilschmidthergelaufene on November 18th, 2010 05:12 pm (UTC)
OH man, ahahahahha, almost every man in Liberty is going to be stuck in this group.

And Lili just hugged Gilbert. He'll have to go too XD
Ivan Braginsky: Can I Help You?das_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:19 pm (UTC)
Be quiet Emi. According to neuroscience, I haven't even properly developed my frontal lobe yet.
Emiliana Guadalupe de Leónsalylimon on November 18th, 2010 06:28 pm (UTC)
=3= That doesn't make this any less unethical, you nasty.
Ivan Braginsky: Schemingdas_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:06 pm (UTC)
Ivan Braginsky: I am going'k to being'k keel you nowdas_vedanya on November 18th, 2010 06:20 pm (UTC)
*can't :'D
queenlymacbeth: Dreamqueenlymacbeth on November 18th, 2010 10:08 am (UTC)
At least you're not a sheep then

He's quite the fan of Doctor Who and dragons if you need ideas.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: ispytuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:09 am (UTC)
oh god Rory |D
Doctor Who I definately knew... We watched the entire first season- Well... s-sort of.

But the dragons is a help! Hmm... thank you!
queenlymacbethqueenlymacbeth on November 18th, 2010 10:15 am (UTC)
Sort of?

I think it's mostly statues he has...
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: yohohotuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:16 am (UTC)
W-Well yeah. We got distracted and then Arthur came in and- Nevermind.

Statues are nice... Maybe I can draw or paint him something though...
queenlymacbeth: Even Roses Have Thornsqueenlymacbeth on November 18th, 2010 10:25 am (UTC)
Oh Luce~
Could I possibly invite you round for some tea?
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: whatishappeningtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:46 am (UTC)
U-Um. S-Sure?

...W-Who exactly... Are you again?
queenlymacbethqueenlymacbeth on November 18th, 2010 10:49 am (UTC)
Excellent, weekends are probably more suitable due to my work so, which day's better for you: Saturday or Sunday.

Ah, sorry about that. I'm Rory Kirkland-Stewart, Dewi's elder sibling.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: ohgodtuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 10:53 am (UTC)
[After about a half-hour worth of sputtering and trying to compose herself]

Oh! Ah- Saturday's fine! Where would you want to- go? My number's xxx.xxx.xxxx...

And it's a pleasure to meet you!

[don't let the confident text fool you. this took her an half-hour to type.]
queenlymacbethqueenlymacbeth on November 18th, 2010 11:01 am (UTC)
And I look forward to meeting you face to face.
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: hidetuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 11:02 am (UTC)
You're already scaring the poor girl.
M-Me too!
Elizaveta: liberty's love doctorlizzypan on November 18th, 2010 03:43 pm (UTC)
[This Comment is Posted Anonymously] Oh Lucy, my heart aches for you~
Take it slow, take it slow! There's no reason to rush going that extra step, but since it seems like you're eager to just go off with it and run, you need to make sure that Dewi is just as happy as you are with what's to come.

Those candles I sent you can light up the whole room, and are completely scentless, so don't be afraid to use them if need be in a romantic situation. Perhaps you can make Dewi a candlelight dinner? Of course, with added mistletoe, the night can veer off track a little, but who knows? Surprises are always fun! (Oh, and tell your mum I say sorry.)

I say to just let it flow~ Many girls overthink things and begin to plan ahead, analyzing his every move and every word. Have some fun while you're still at this stage: it's antagonizing, but looking back, you'll miss these innocent times. You're young, and so is he, get him to take you on more dates--dinner, theatre, parks--and bond with him more. When the time is right, preferably indoors, you'll both know what question to ask and what answer to give. Don't stress, dear, and ask him out on a date sometime soon, if he doesn't already!

Always at your service,
- LLD, Liberty's Love Doctor ♥
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: quiettearstuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 11:53 pm (UTC)
[Screened to anon]
S-Slow? I... I know I should but it just kind of leapt out of my throat before I could even think! My friend told me about it and I just- I just get a fluttery feeling in my heart everytime I kiss him and I don't want to stop-

And then it gets really hot and I-


I-I'll try to ask him out on a date. T-Thank you.
Alfred F. Jones: hahaherotime!waitforsuperman on November 18th, 2010 04:21 pm (UTC)
Don't worry about it Lucy~ Dewi'll get over it, he always does. Plus, the Myrtle House just doesn't get sex ever. I had Ivan over and Dewi stopped us.

Anyway, yeah, Dewi's a cool guy, you'll just have to get us all out of the house or go to a hotel before you can ever hope to do. If you ever need Arthur taken care of, I can totally get him out~
Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: angstlulztuntunparadise on November 18th, 2010 11:55 pm (UTC)
[Screened to Alfred]
...I really should've locked it from you too Al. But um...

I was thinking of something- for the holidays actually. But I... I still need to get a present and figure everything out and...

Oh Al... [see icon]
185_sardines: eh? what is it?185_sardines on November 19th, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
Holey dooley Luce, going from plucking a man's brows straight to necking and then some eh? If I could pick up tact for you at the farmer's market I truly would.

Though I'm not really one to talk haha...

Lucy-Marie Mickaela Soleil: whatishappeningtuntunparadise on November 19th, 2010 02:08 am (UTC)
O-Oh. Loto- I...

I-It was his fault! Not really but... A-And I... It's not my fault! I don't... know what to do.

You... should pick me some up! I-I could definately use it.